Figuring being out isn't always easy
Sometimes it makes me unsettled and queazy
As it can be excruciatingly disheartening
While at the very example illuminating
Life is brimfull of paradoxes and principles
Not all are swiftly digestible
Some change direction your tum and come across detestable
Dealing with empire who are reprehensible
Problematic and incomprehensible
Life beyond any doubt is a challenge
Just hard to resource your mental stability
Internally be in possession of your inner self in tranquility
Sustain yourself financially
While discovering and fulfilling your destiny
Balancing your energy relationally and professionally
Keeping yourself and one and all other happy
That seems like-minded a reliable impossibility
Yet aware near discontents in disharmony
Who lament and toss a commiseration party
Is a burden unbearable
It makes life span sometimes deplorable
Perhaps I should committee a design and go global
Say farewell to this nonsense
That seems confusing and makes no sense
But after there is the ongoing battle
Between the condition for intimacy and privacy
Such contradictions are too thorny for me
Perhaps near is a element spiritually
That inwardly unsocial will square me
If that is so, than locomote quickly God Almighty
And fill me with your wisdom, power, and love
Set my affections and bosom on property above
For that which I settlement near present below
Is commonly nada more than a vain show
Life is rather the rat race, e'er on the go
Surely nearby is more than to this than meets the eye
To transfer on like-minded this day by day is to incessantly cry
Therefore unseal up the skies and dispatch your glory
To uncover to me your ways and revision my go story
Life's complexities are too some for me
Come quickly and reform me
To be the man I ought to be
Or to be vivaciously homey next to me
Regardless of how others quality more or less me
Settle my soul and sort me whole
For the weather of time are fetching their toll
On this preteen man's cherished spirit.